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left on delmar drive

by big loser

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1.
we are both guilty of our crimes to each other the love wasn’t empty but it coerced the crimes I wrote down my resentments you fought fire with your flame I handed you my forgiveness you hurled at me the blame our dream never made it to the tip of my tongue my lips couldn’t shape it the cure for our love so let’s split this final check it wasn’t five, even four stars now I know what I don’t want it’s a relief to finally know what we are
2.
the wicker basket on the mantle piece beside the framed picture of you and me it looks like someone else’s dream it was four months ago you signed your name above my name and now I do not know if we can ever be the same no I don’t a coffee coaster cracked one more thing we’ll never get back it’s scattered on the floor I guess I’ll pick up what remains I tried to let you go I tried to balance on a blade I smiled through it all a velvet curtain for the pain in your arms is the loneliest place in the world you’re the coldest room in the house I don’t want to live here anymore no I don’t my love was unconditional under the right conditions we were moving at the speed of our pain I always kept my faith in us I just keep it at a distance you look up at me and sigh a question ask me if I regret it no I don’t
3.
you were stranded on the interstate bitching about how your car broke down in a ditch and you still found a way to make me a villain if hate made gold then you’d make a killing you were cast out by your sister, your brother your stubbornness only added your mother from your verbal abuse, I know I’ll recover because now you’re the glue, and I am the rubber it must be shit to be you you had me on the interstate singing Leonard Cohen & Old Bob Dylan the pedal to the floor was the limit 7:34 was the minute you finally let me out of your prison I still pay the rent, but now I’m free living took a left on delmar drive, had a vision that I am the one that you will be missing it must be shit to be you everyone has a little love tucked into their heart everyone has a little sun to dismantle the dark not everyone is strong enough to pick their pride apart not everyone is brave enough to find out what they are there aren’t enough numbers in the world to count on you there were never enough numbers in the world to count on you it must be shit to be you
4.
logistics 03:21
I’ll keep the house you keep the bed I’ll the hope you keep the dread I’ll keep the lamp with the rip in the shade you keep the one with the noticeable stain I’ll keep the couch we recently bought and you keep me out of your thoughts the further I get away from you the easier it is to have a clear view I’ll take the high road to the bridge you take the gravel road by the ditch I’ll suck it up and I’ll wish you the best you’ll twist my words up in your head to be something that I never thought so you can keep up your facade the further I get away from you the easier it is to have a clear view I kept an open heart you couldn’t do the same the things you can’t control you tried to anyway I’ll keep an open mind I’ll take whatever blame you’ll take what you don’t mind a way to never change you left me on delmar drive with the rent not paid at all I used to not see you my eyes closed, I ignored it all you keep the lies you thought up in the dark spot if your heart I’ll keep my eyes open now I see you, I know what you are

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released May 19, 2023

Chase D. Spruiell - vocals, rhythm guitar
Liam Goude - drums
Johnnie McBryde - bass, backup vocals
Kostia Cavalié - lead guitar


Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Scotty Sandwich at The Sandwich Shoppe in Durham, NC. These songs were written by Chase D. Spruiell and greatly improved by Scotty Sandwich.

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